The most rewarding patients are the one unaware of their sickness, but I see the sickness, and also see the power in them to defend their sickness instead of curing the sickness .
how to use that force to fight the sickness instead of defending it.
I realize that I do not practice what I preach, eat healthy exercise sleep well but do not do it myself
When I reflected that I am unaware of my sickness and defend my sickness instead of curing it.
I have to lay on the line to grow together with my patients.
It seems we have to struggle together to heel ourself.
one thing I have in common with many humans is that I am afraid to confront myself, easy to blame others than to do soul searching and do self purification.
Thanks to my patients to give the courage to do so , so they see my walk, instead of my talk , which rarely works
They thank me to heel them , not realizing they heeled me too
Like when father discipline a child 🧒 ending up suffering more, but knowing that father has to be role model and both end up victorious 🙏🏼