My patients 🤕🤒are my teachers.
One patient stand out a great inspiration. First time 2011.
A young lady 👩🏻🦰 contemplating sue side was on multiple psyche med but not doing well. History was horrible.
Patient stated gowning up , my brother who is 4 years older always very kind and generous To me
Start playing Doctor game with when I was 3rd grade and always pay me telling me I am such a good patient. I did not quit understand but I was happy he pays me.
In 5th grade he robed my virginity and paid me $20 and said this is our secret.
I become his sex object for several years. I become permiscous , At 20 years I had lost count of my sex partners . I never felt any guilt or shame, I considered it normal.I got into abusive relationship and my life turn into living hell. I left him and he threated me that he will kill himself if she left. and control her from his grave. He did killed himself and left her with guilt. She was going crazy and even her mom blamed her for his death. We had several visit and I reminded her that she is a treasure and not aware of this fact,. Other people were like pirates in their war ship and she got robed all along and it was not her fault.
She was very receptive and finally moved to another state and I lost contact
after 6 years she contacted me and thanked me for my help. She shared I realized I am just a small drop in a huge ocean, but I discovered a toxic ocean in my drop , if mixed with the ocean will get toxic . .I needed heavy duty detoxification. My brother broke the first line of defense, by taking my virginity followed by over decade of sex with him lead to all kind of toxic actions. But I decide to work on myself knowing I have toxic flesh rotten skeleton, sick heart and
dysfunctional brain. I STARTED MY SELF PURIFICATION Hardest decision and work I ever did and it is ongoing.
She said I realized as you said I am a treasure, My life was a bad dream. I decided to live today I like the dream tomorrow. I found a job start school, and stay in state of worship 24/7, and kept all pirates with warship . I discovered a beast with my worst enemy, It was most difficult task to tame that beast to watch dog.
Today I am making over $100,000 / year every day is like a sweet dream add to my life which is sweet dream.
WHAT A GREAT STORY.